the idea of marriage has become almost completely nonexistent when he told me he is against it. i become swayed to the thought that I don’t like it either. but to be honest, i do want to get married one day in the far future, to build a home, to continue my dreams, and to raise a family that will have what I didn’t. Maybe not with him or someone else, but I do kinda like the idea. I can never tell him this.
i gotta say, being able to get a guy smitten is fun. he was adorable